We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

The Hole Around My Head

by Will Varley

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      £7 GBP  or more

     

1.
Somers Town 04:21
Broken windows and red wine, Headlights on the road She writes a word across my mind Then we explode From stage left the first light comes She was telling me stories of kings and queens That in the end the things they’ve done Mean they only smile in their dreams And it was 4am And there was sheets of rain And the paint around her windows was turning brown Wait for me in Somers Town She was never the same after she found God I remember the fire in her brain I was never the same after Chicago I remember the sound of a distant train She says its getting late And then the levees break Underneath a bridge, no one around Wait for me in Somers Town She rents a room inside my thoughts And comes to stay this time of year I heard she spent some time up north I wonder if she knows she’s here And from stage left the decades climb And every version that I’ve found Of the beginning of time Starts with a word or a sound Wait for me in Somers Town Wait for me in Somers Town Wait for me in Somers Town There’s a strange man lives in my house Wears my boots and uses my name I can't seem to throw him out
2.
Colour TV 04:15
I'm heading for the station to catch me a train I heard about a place between the wind and the rain Between the view from my bed and the evening sky Between the years that we lost and that look in your eye I'm sorry my love for the hell that I bring For the holes in the roof and the songs that I sing For the nights that I missed and the silence I speak For the dust in the kitchen and the distance I keep For the house that I built at the bottom of the sea Out of empty bottles and colour TV Don't worry they said, it won't do you no harm I heard about a place where the rivers are calm That mark on the wall that I said was a curse Seemed to open up a hole in the universe So I'm heading for the lights out on Racklesham Bay And I don't expect you to go through this again I've been building a shelter since the devil went free Out of empty bottles and colour TV I'm heading for the station to catch me a train I heard about a place between the wind and the rain I'm sorry you knew this version of me For the house that I built at the bottom of the sea Out of empty bottles and colour TV
3.
Dreamland 05:26
Shadows vast on spheres casting darkness cross the borders Rotating in formations bound for chaos and disorder Our hero now dressed all in red recites poems for his daughters Just before the lights go out in dreamland Behind screens the man's machines build empires of information While gleaming blindfolds and masks are sold as answers and salvation As if the only way to prove we are here is through distraction And to wait until the lights go out in dreamland From the endlessness a familiar voice speaks out a message While flashing lights and tailbacks stretch out far behind the wreckage And those shadows cast a sunset that could bring tears to the masses But it is just the view when the sun goes down in dreamland Wars of misdirection still shed blood out in the streets Over ancient lines in sand designed to define identity As if those murderous kings and queens ever cared for you and me They were just trying to save themselves before the lights went out in dreamland While waters rise above the skies that’s slowly suffocating And the gold parades try to persuade us its a grave of our own making Well soon the air they breath will be more precious than the diamonds they are saving Oh the earth will laugh when the lights go out in dreamland A singer on a car radio is very clearly lying The driver changes station to hear what he should be buying While the voice tells our hero you have almost finished dying But you’ll be back before the lights go out in dreamland Competitions of experience play out across the wires Obsessions over imagery and anonymous desires While arguments with no endings rage and a thousand forest fires Will burn until the walls come down in dreamland Our weary hero wonders as he’s placed back in the system How many times before he has been in this position And so into the darkness he quietly asks the question Could I have met myself before the lights went out in dreamland? The flawed and fickle leader and the lonely child singing The beggar and the banker and the lover you left dreaming Everyone you’ve ever met was you in different clothing Now close you’re eyes as the lights go on in dreamland
4.
Lay down by that crystal crystal water Watch the sunshine landing on our broken skin It has travelled through the void and turned red and golden Let it take away the fear and original sin Let the hills and the mountains move on the horizon Let us stay here 'till we are rocks and stones Let's make love in the new world Let's make love in the new world Let's make love in the new world Take off your heavy heavy boots and chains my love Between the weightless water and the gaussian sky Take off your unknown future and you past my love Let us just be two souls, two souls in the wild Let the moving earth be our chariot through the dark Let us stay here till we are planets and stars Let's make love in the new world Let's make love in the new world Let's make love in the new world Let the hills and the mountains move on the horizon Let us stay here till we are boundaries of time Let's make love in the new world Let's make love in the new world
5.
There's something wrong with the boiler Makes a noise when I sleep I'm beginning to wonder If it's trying to say something to me And the days come out like bullets And weigh me down like lead I've been struggling with the loneliness And the hole around my head I was gonna call about the window But it always gets too late I've been dreaming about the wilderness Daddy's gonna die some day I was running through the walnut trees We fit the whole world in your bed I've been thinking about Los Angeles And the hole around my head And the hole around my head And I just can't seem to close it We get older sometimes And I don't know if you've noticed I've been losing my mind You don't have to go You don't have to go You don't have to go You don't have to go You don't have to go
6.
I spend my days climbing walls Searching for ways to stand up tall That night we took the curtains down There'll always be pieces of us in this town A hundred thousand light years in the garden Gleaming like new born silver coins All said, all done Must be time for moving on There's two thousand shipwrecks on the Goodwin Sands I sank them all with my own hands There was laughter in this house There was laughter in this house I don't know if I'm finally slipping away Or if I'm slowly waking up Storm cloud, rain come Must be time for moving on.. One more night, circles and crosses I think of you always and still Last of the light, staring through VR glasses At the mansion on the hill Where have our lives gone? Storm clouds rage on All said, all done
7.
They’re lighting candles for the dead A choir is singing loud I’ll light a candle for the flame As soon as it goes out Today I met the raconteur And read his doctrine He seems to make it very clear the trouble that we're in I keep your painting on my wall And watch it gather dust The universe won’t rest until We are salt and rust And now they speak of family lines While dressed in black she dances If you go back far enough Our limbs were roots and branches So let us try to lose ourselves For an hour or two In this Spring of discontent Where once the arrows flew She’ll hold me in her drunken arms And then we’ll rot away This will be our victory chant And our last parade Oh Arthur how do I proceed? And what about these ghosts? How can I tell the things I need From the things I chose? The one who wrote her words in sand And worshipped entropy She was the only one I met Who was really free There’s new growth in the garden now Shrubs have no time for fear Just a little sun and rain... And then another year Once I dreamt she was a swan And I a violin First she tried to sing a song And then I tried to swim They’re lighting candles for the dead And your grave is overgrown I lit a candle for your painting
8.
Downstairs at the cradle always dressed in black and gold Explaining to the angels how the dead were bought and sold Some of them born in the gutter of love, others with silver trays All caught up in the crossfires of the war for better days From the moonlight and the water and the dirt and the rust She slowly built her own private planet earth Summer had a lover in the city of sin who was hooked on the taste of the pain He used to call every New Year’s Eve and tell her they’re making me the king of Spain And every other night she used to dream there was a flood I couldn’t tell her what it meant, I don’t think anybody could She drank through the afternoons and sometimes after dusk She'd paint pictures of her own private planet earth I woke up in a daze she was reading something strong She offered me a page, I said “I really should go home” But she flickered like a candle as we sank into the floor 'Till neither of us could tell if we were dreaming anymore Her bedroom became a kingdom as she beckoned me to serve And we fell into our own private planet earth Joe and Rita stayed together, through the good times and the hard Through the everlasting winters and the changing of the guards Through the slow and crystal evenings and the ageing of the skin Through the unknown and the darkness and the power from within Just after the wedding as they walked out of the church They seemed to have their own private planet earth Spring came like a letter from an old forgotten friend Who reminds you every year that everything must end As the early morning sunshine shot shadows in the rug She stared out of the window and said tell me that I'm good I told her we should leave before the autumn took a turn, Or get trapped in our own private planet earth The joker kept his money in a box under the sink And he never even used to lock it just to prove some kind of point I think I knew somehow as she handed me the case She never looked over her shoulder, she slowly walked away As old man left the cafe, there was movements in the birds As we walked back to our own private planet earths Well the Tuesdays and the afternoons and the endless empty nights Slowly did their trick and turned into lifetimes Half a pack of playing cards and a photograph of her And on the back beneath her name, just these words: Between the chaos and the void, the miracle is us
9.
Live Again 02:36
Half awake, everyone's gone Go a little deeper, lights are on Walking in the dark, looking for your car Listen to the songs that your Daddy sings And I'm falling in And I'm falling in And the waters cold, high street nine Sitting on the beach with smoke in your eyes I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know Live again, live again Streets of gold, second hand boots Running from the darkness, putting down roots Staring at the window, crowds of people Listen to the sound of the snow on the grass Put it in a glass Put it in a glass Needs a little something, high street nine Almost morning, smoke in your eyes I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know Live again, live again Live again, live again You hold me up, second hand smoke Clock's still laughing, second hand jokes I don't wanna live, I don't wanna die Listen to the sound of you sleeping now And you're breathing out And you're breathing out, And you're love you so, high street nine Almost nothing, smoke in your eyes I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know Live again, live again Live again, live again Live again, live again
10.
It's in your blood It's in your bones It's on the TV In your headphones It's in your mouth It's happening now On Kepler 22b On the streets of this city In the small town you grown up in At the desk where you do nothing In the room where you've been sleeping And It's pushing against us We're losing control It's pushing against us Turning us to soil It's pushing against us All these years It's pushing against us We're still here It's in your mind It's in your car It's in their rubber bullets In every dying star It's in your brand new kitchen In the high high that you've been chasing In the fires when they're raging In the Mountains when they're shaking In the ice caps when they're melting In the cells when they're mutating In the cells when they are dying All the wood will turn to ash All the rocks will turn to sand All the walls will turn to rubble in the end
11.
Yellow lights and Tuesdays She held me just the same This is not the end We can still be saved

about

Released October 22nd 2021

credits

released October 22, 2021

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Will Varley UK

English singer-songwriter, musician and visual artist. Since self releasing his debut album Advert Soundtracks in 2011 he has toured extensively across the world as a headline act and opened for the likes of Billy Bragg, Valerie June, The Dead South and The Proclaimers. ... more

shows

contact / help

Contact Will Varley

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Will Varley, you may also like: